Shhh,it's a secret!

So,get this,Christmas is almost here!
Wahooo.Surprisingly,I'm not sad about it anymore.
I was complaining about how being lonely
on Christmas sucks...
But I'm not lonely!I may be single,
but I've got Jesus.. And the most amazing friends and
family a person could ask for.
I don't want anything for Christmas.
There was one thing,but lets just say...
it can't be bought. But it's all good.
I haven't done any Christmas shopping.
I've decided to make gifts for everyone.
I'm cheesy,I know. But I'm writing a story
about how my parents fell in love,
and I wrote two songs to go along with it.
I'm pretty excited to get that all finished.
I don't know what to do for my best friend,
after all that's happened..... I don't know
what would be appropriate.. to get him.
His cousin told me he's doing something for
me... but I hope he doesn't.
Cause I have no idea what I'm gonna get him.

So anyways!Back to square one.
I've got dress rehearsal tonight
for the Christmas cantata. Wooty woot.
I'm actually not excited at all.
I know all the songs,and jazz...
I'm real tired and not feeling
well but I'm gonna go anyways.
After all,the performance is Saturday
and Sunday.

I've pulled my ol' guitar outta the closet,
and am trying lessons again. Shea is trying
to teach me... but so far the only chord
I've mastered is "Em",I still feel like a beast
accomplishing one chord,so I've been
playing that one chord all day and
probably driving people insane.

I should probably get to work on my
new years resolutions and all that,I just realized it's getting close.
Really close... Hm.2009 was pretty fine,
but I'm ready to move on. It wasn't the best. I hate
that I can't beat how good 2007 was.
Dreaming of those past days. They were surely good.
2010 has got to rock out loud. I won't let it be anything
but the best,no doubt.

"It makes more sense to believe in God than to not believe. If you believe, and God exists, you will be rewarded in the afterlife. If you do not believe, and He exists, you will be punished for your disbelief. If He does not exist, you have lost nothing either way. "

I absolutely love that!Pascal's Wager....

God is worth it all,no doubt and I belong to Him... Even through this crazy life that sometimes doesn't make sense. Okay,that never makes sense. I don't always get what I want but in the end everything will work out for me. Good to know.

Well anyways,I've gotta get ready for rehearsal,so I guess that's all for now.

Oh,by the way my birthday is Wednesday.

-Ms. Conduit