It's time to grow up,put up,or shut up!

I've finally started to get it right.I know,crazy huh?

-I don't like the guy I liked last week,because he is not what I need..I lowered my standards and my morals so I might have had a chance with him,but that's stupid.I need someone who accepts me as I am.

-I've come to understand that I don't always have to have a boyfriend.

-I have a passion,I wanna learn more and more about God.I wanna win souls to Christ.Ken Gaub helped me make this realization.

-Everyones purpose,we are all here to worship God,but we all have different destinies.

-I don't gotta worry about what's going on in America,or in the world,or in Bolivar,because I know what's going on in my world,And in the end I win!

-I'm content.

Kinda crazy,you might think I'm weird or illusinating but I'm fine.I'm alright for once.Everything is fine,I don't care what's going on with them.But I wanna help them.

All these girls,who think they have to have a boyfriend to be happy,and all these guys who only want one thing,they just don't understand.And 15 year old guys/girls who think they're in love.How foolish!Love isn't sex,love isn't a feeling.Love is a commitment and putting up with each other.Love is when you can put God first in your relationship,and love is when you can date without any physical ness,or whatever you'd call it.I think we need to shake some people,and ask them what in hell do they want?There is nothing in hell but pain.Never ending burning scorching fire.Torture.But yet,people go on living for themselves,they say that they are the ones who rule their lives.That's not living,and they sure don't understand.

Ken Gaub was on an airplane traveling,and he got stuck sitting by a man who had a very dirty mouth,so Ken looks over at this guy and says,"Do you wanna go to heaven?" and the guy says,"No,not really" then Ken replied "Then go to hell!" And everyone on the plane started clapping,and Ken said "Are you clapping because of what I said,or because he's going to hell?"

Funny stuff!But it's so sad that people don't get it.Ken Gaub is a great soul winner,with his wit and humor,I want to do that.Be able to win people as he does for the kingdom of God.I'm working on it at this point.I've pulled out all my christian shirts,with christian sayings on them,All my "how to win souls for Christ" books,and I've packed my bible in my purse so it goes everywhere with me.Who knows,maybe it will get people talking.Maybe they will wonder what I have that makes me content with myself,I don't have to have a boyfriend to be happy,and I don't have to do drugs/drink/or smoke to be happy.Cause I've got Jesus.He loves you,and there ain't nothing you can do about it!I love that.How can people look at all the beauty in this world,and say there's not a God?It boggles my mind.But now I'm gonna get out there and make a difference.I'm gonna get to these people,I'm gonna do whatever I have to.I've gotta make a difference for God's kingdom.I've gotta help.America is a christian nation,and I'm not letting Obama,or anyone throw that away!It's time to grow up,put up,or shut up!


-Classical Christina