Ach what a Monday........

Oh Hai there...

I have just about had it.People make me so freaking angry.
Gah.It's like I can't do anything right.But it's not me,it's them.
Rofl.

But anyhoo,I'm great.Yep,I may have had it with people but I'm happy.All I need is my iPod,a good friend,and a long winding road.I'm fine,I swear.I have band practice and church tonight.I'm gonna see if Taylor wants to go.I don't feel too well.I think I've got something.At least I don't feel as bad as I did the other day.

"Oh crap,I thought that was my dad at the door ringing the doorbell to be funny.But it wasn't and I didn't fix my makeup or anything after I threw up all over.I'm sorry I look so horrible,just don't let it bother you" ..."you don't look horrible.And it's okay"


"what's wrong?"
"Oh nothing,I'm just thinking."
"About what?"
"I don't know if I should tell you,cause I don't wanna freak you out."
"Please tell me."
"Alright...I like you."
"I was kinda hoping for that,and?"
"and I love your personality."
"And?"
"and you're gorgeous."
"And?"
"And you're amazing."
"And?"
"And I can actually put up with you."
"And?"
"And I'm losing my tolerance.Haha Just kidding."
"Well I'm gonna keep saying and until you say what I wanna hear."
"And,I know this is a bit straightforward,but I was wondering if maybe you'd wanna date me?"
One word was all it took.
"Yes."






"Lets talk about something so they don't get suspiceous,what's you're favorite color?"
"Okay,and I'd have to say blue."
"Just like your eyes."
*smiles*


Eep.My heart.♥ Ka-BOOM!


-Christina Conduit

And who woulda thunk it....

Wow.So I pretty much had a great fabulous incredible weekend.If those are even good words for it.I didn't settle for just okay.And you know what?I'm freaking happy now.So anyhoo,I went down to my other house for the whole weekend.What did I expect?Nothing at all.

But I left with a lot more then I came with.Coincidence?Not at all.God certainly is good.

I mean,wow.I'm great.Although I felt the worst pain I've ever felt and threw up like 3 times,I'm wonderful.I mean,I expected nothing.

I guess when you don't expect anything you get more then you bargained for.

Which is good.


So,I think it's time to start blogging again.I've been failing a lot lately.
Do yall remember ol' Jonny boy?Well yeah,he's a douche bag I guess.hahaha.He totally bailed out on us all.I mean,ach..what are we gonna do now?Go pay big bucks?No thanks.I totally quit.


But who cares about that anyways.I'm restless,and took a shower at 3am,I mean what's up with that?!?I'm not sure what else to do so I'm gonna sit here and type about I donno what.

Erm,lets see here....Chocolate milk sounds great right now but it's all the way downstairs and I'm too scared to go get it.haha.I have no idea.I'm being so weird.Eeep.

I like the color green.gah.Hm,I think whatshernamethatIwonttellyouwho is starting to see that I'm not such a bad person after all.She got everyone to plot against me because they all fall for her game.But she was sad the other day and I was the mature one who went over and asked what was wrong.It was something about those kids whom I don't like,and I told her that's why I don't hang out with them cause they're bound to piss you off.And she talked to me a bit.First time in a while.Since mr.stupid rock your world guy.Yeah,more like destroy world.Ach,I'm not even going there.


I ruined the lovely color green,by talking about jerks.SO,I'll use this color for something better.I have about 20 some energy drink cans on my dresser.I never throw them away haha.That's intense.I wonder how tubesteaks doing.Hahah I remember that kid.I miss how he used to be.Eep,now he's all with whatsherface whom treats me like crap.I'm listening to music.Interesting aye.Smileys look retarded on blogger.I hate it so much.=P see?<---------------


Ach you guys,I'll be more orginized next time with this.but for now just myspace me,msn,aim,whatever.

-Christina Conduit the most grooviest chick on the planet as Dwayne says.haha.What a weirdo.

It's time to grow up,put up,or shut up!

I've finally started to get it right.I know,crazy huh?

-I don't like the guy I liked last week,because he is not what I need..I lowered my standards and my morals so I might have had a chance with him,but that's stupid.I need someone who accepts me as I am.

-I've come to understand that I don't always have to have a boyfriend.

-I have a passion,I wanna learn more and more about God.I wanna win souls to Christ.Ken Gaub helped me make this realization.

-Everyones purpose,we are all here to worship God,but we all have different destinies.

-I don't gotta worry about what's going on in America,or in the world,or in Bolivar,because I know what's going on in my world,And in the end I win!

-I'm content.

Kinda crazy,you might think I'm weird or illusinating but I'm fine.I'm alright for once.Everything is fine,I don't care what's going on with them.But I wanna help them.

All these girls,who think they have to have a boyfriend to be happy,and all these guys who only want one thing,they just don't understand.And 15 year old guys/girls who think they're in love.How foolish!Love isn't sex,love isn't a feeling.Love is a commitment and putting up with each other.Love is when you can put God first in your relationship,and love is when you can date without any physical ness,or whatever you'd call it.I think we need to shake some people,and ask them what in hell do they want?There is nothing in hell but pain.Never ending burning scorching fire.Torture.But yet,people go on living for themselves,they say that they are the ones who rule their lives.That's not living,and they sure don't understand.

Ken Gaub was on an airplane traveling,and he got stuck sitting by a man who had a very dirty mouth,so Ken looks over at this guy and says,"Do you wanna go to heaven?" and the guy says,"No,not really" then Ken replied "Then go to hell!" And everyone on the plane started clapping,and Ken said "Are you clapping because of what I said,or because he's going to hell?"

Funny stuff!But it's so sad that people don't get it.Ken Gaub is a great soul winner,with his wit and humor,I want to do that.Be able to win people as he does for the kingdom of God.I'm working on it at this point.I've pulled out all my christian shirts,with christian sayings on them,All my "how to win souls for Christ" books,and I've packed my bible in my purse so it goes everywhere with me.Who knows,maybe it will get people talking.Maybe they will wonder what I have that makes me content with myself,I don't have to have a boyfriend to be happy,and I don't have to do drugs/drink/or smoke to be happy.Cause I've got Jesus.He loves you,and there ain't nothing you can do about it!I love that.How can people look at all the beauty in this world,and say there's not a God?It boggles my mind.But now I'm gonna get out there and make a difference.I'm gonna get to these people,I'm gonna do whatever I have to.I've gotta make a difference for God's kingdom.I've gotta help.America is a christian nation,and I'm not letting Obama,or anyone throw that away!It's time to grow up,put up,or shut up!


-Classical Christina