If I don't need it, it's easy to get rid of it.

A poem I wrote... again.

Can't sleep unless you've said goodnight,
But you haven't and something isn't right.
My heart is in pain, my mind is racing
I wonder what I've done wrong as I'm pacing.
Back and forth in this room,
I feel sleep tonight is just doomed.
I send up a prayer, because I know even
though you're not, that God is there.
Where have you gone? Do you even care?
You've hurt me inside, maybe you're not aware.
God please love me, because people haven't
And I'm crying out to you, this is my lament.
But I know you will never leave me or forsake me
You're always there to listen, not matter what the time may be.
You hold me in your arms, when no one else does
It's then I know that you're enough.
You're all I need, because in the end
People will always fail me, but I will rend
my heart to you, you know just what to do
to fix the damage that's been done
If only into your arms I run.

-Ms. Conduit

Encouragement from an insomniac.

Life is nonstop, it won't let us rest.
Life is full of pain, it seems unbearable.
Life is stressful, it's hard to find peace.
Life is surprising, things change in an instant.
Life is heart breaking, people we love leave.

Though life isn't always easy there is rest.
There is comfort. There is peace. There is a God who never changes.
There is a God who never leaves.

God gives rest.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

God heals pain.
The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:17-18

God gives peace.
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

God never changes.
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever. Hebrews 13:8

God will never leave.
For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you." Hebrews 13:5

God is everything that we need, all that we could ever need or want.
You just have to trust Him because he keeps all of his promises.


God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear,
Even though the earth be removed,
And though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;
Though its waters roar and be troubled,
Though the mountains shake with its swelling. Psalm 46:1-3

He's always there. A help in trouble. When there's no one to talk to,
He's there. He's there to listen when no one else will. No matter
what happens.

-Ms. Conduit

Love, will cover any wrongs that have been done.


Proverbs 10:12
Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wrongs.

1 Peter 4:8
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.

Love, will prosper when you forgive an offense. Or something that hurt
your feelings, or an unkind word. But if you keep bringing up said offense,
it will hurt a relationship.


Proverbs 17:9
Love prospers when a fault is forgiven, but dwelling on it separates close friends.


Love, will lay down it's life for it's friends. There is no greater love than that.
Even sacrificing your own time to help a friend is a way to show love.


John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.



Love, will remove all fear.

1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

cedar point.

So, Saturday I went to cedarpoint.
While waiting in line at the raptor, (my first ever rollercoaster I've went on)
I saw a thong on the ground. And then I made this face O.o
While Tamra's mom commented "It must of scared them out of their panties."
That wasn't very helpful.
But, I rode the roller coaster :D
And almost hypervenilated while waiting for it to start
going. It wasn't too bad but it kinda hurt. xD
I went on a few others. They weren't bad.
It was a very interesting trip though.
(:

-Ms. Conduit

If your relationship with God isn't right, nothing else will be right.

Walmart.

Yesterday, I went to walmart.
As I was looking at the video games this random
guy winks at me and says "hey there sweetheart."
All suave and stuff. He left me alone after the face
I made at him. Until I ran into him in a different
area and I turned to walk away and he goes
"Where ya going? -_- Ha.

Also, my mum really had to use the restroom.
She ran through the doors to see that they
were doing maintenance in the ladies restroom.
Well they told her there was one in the back
so she runs to that one. They're doing maintenance
there too. So she's all "Christina, when this guy is
done watch the door, I'M GOING IN THE MENS!"
then the guy is all "Oh, I'll wait you go first."
So me and this guy are standing there awkwardly
as my mom goes into the mens restroom and 3 other
guys come over. He announces that the shouldn't go
in there because there's a woman. So they're all twiddling
their thumbs, and I'm standing there trying not to laugh.
It was ridiculous. The one guy goes "yeah, my wife did that
earlier." And finally my mom comes out. She thought it was
so hilarious. I thought so too.

Walmart, never a dull moment.

-Ms. Conduit