The cynic in me is coming back. At full force. And honestly- it scares me and makes me really, really upset at the same time. I keep thinking of how out-to-get-me people might be. And it's sickening. I keep thinking of the mistake that someone who means a lot to me made. And I'm actually just dwelling on it, and I know that's a bad place to dwell. I hate the thought. I hate the feeling it's giving me. I just want to run. I don't know what to do.

~le sigh

I have nothing to say right now. God.. help me.

~Ms. Conduit